22/8 sad..hurt..crying

haiz...
today again happen many things...

afternoon i know tht LM sick jor``
one day work so long time``
not enough rest...
last time she has tell us tht her working time...
juz hear from her ...
can think got how tired it's..

evening...
when i'm inside the car going bac puchong``
i told mom tht next sunday got tution..
but sure cnt go la..
mama's birthday ..
all must go bac malacca jor..
mom ask y sat must change 2 sunday..
y cnt put the competition on sunday..
at first i talk nicely to her..
but she like scholding ppl...
=.=
so sure i bu shuang jor luu``
i ''bok'' fan her lo..
ask her so clever ask the teacher la...
say me nothing can change d ma..
thn she say ask teacher can ganti balik tht class anot..
i diam diam..
kena marah again..
say me dont wan tut..
T.T
i monday - friday also gt tut d la~
whr gt time ganti o??
always talk about my studies d topic sure gaduh geh``
haiz..

next time diam diam la..
gt tut dnt tut also diam diam only la``

at night..
i know tht u all crying...
2 gethr..
but did u all think ..
i only can crying at home...
at night alone...
really sad..
cnt join..
did u know ..
when u talk 2 me like tht...
so hurt me...
i'm thinking to cry out edi..
but mom and sis is bside me...
i dint say any things..
i juz bye and put down the phone..
i act ntg..
coz 2day is a special day 2 u..
i dnt wan 2 make u angry .. sad or wat...
but did u think is tht i dnt wan to go...
whn first time i heard gt this cmp..
i say before..
if i can go..
sure i will go..
no metter how suffering is tht...
but...
PMR is coming..
mom is really dnt let me go..
how?
is tht i should run out from d house??
whn u say me like tht..
did u think about me?
u r really successful..
u r the first one..
i hearing phone can make me cry d ppl....
my mood is really hurt from u..

Thx for giving me this first expirence..